Night!

I felt a sour in my heart,

My tears shed spontaneously

A mood of depression was so hard

that controlled me so seriously

I just looked out of the window 

and smelled the refreshing breeze

My cure was in that cold wind. Oh!

Such beautiful weather: Please!

Take away all my terrible sorrow

It took me to another world 

Where the green trees and the blind night

Where there's no need for the bright sword

That is used by the brave knight

A world where only peace prevails

Where the moon stands in pride

Among the staring sky where the shining stars

Just missing a white horse which I ride

But soon that glowing ball will leave

bringing with it the eye of heaven

And dreams will come true for those who believe

in the beauty of their dreams and always forgetting

their terrible sorrows in order to achieve

And make use of the great grace they're given

The massacre

Son: I've always heard you talking about the massacre, but you never told what exactly it is.
Father: It was a day that can be never forgot. Our kingdom was threatened  with extinction.
I can never forget the scene of that day when hundreds of our species were dying on the floor in front of me and I couldn't help them. Actually I couldn't help myself. I could barely move because of the poisoned air that made me dizzy and paralyzed.
Son: How did all that happen?!
Father: It all started when we were at our workplaces, doing nothing but working hard to gain the sweat of our efforts. Then suddenly, to be surprised by the enemy's invasion on us. 
They envied us just because we are workaholics, just because we know our target and work hard on it while they are couch potatoes and lazy.
That day, they carried weapons that we didn't expect and destroyed most of us. They sprayed us with poisoned gases in order to make sure that we were completely numbed, then they killed us with every horrible way. We ran as fast as possible, holding our food in our hands, trying to hide and save our lives but seems it was too late. 
I can never forget your mother's look when she was dying on the floor and soon she got killed by the evil, brutal slaughterers. I was hiding and watching her from far distance but I couldn't dare to move, and seemed that I was going to die.
Son: And what happened ?!
Father: The poisoned air let me feel kind of blind, I couldn't recognize where I was or what was happening or what was going to be our fate. It didn't just harm me physically, but it also harmed my feeling. I was completely disappointed as we were surprised by the invasion, so we had no time to hide or get ready or even save more food. And so, it seemed to be our end!
While the enemy was busy killing others, I tried to recharge some energy and move my body and escape. Yes that I failed so many times, but at last, I made use of my little energy, lot of strong determination, stood up and made the best use of my feet putting in my mind that I have to survive. And actually what made me even stronger beside god's will of course, is you! Yes, your image couldn't leave my mind. Who would be with you then? and raise you up in a peaceful environment?
My journey to survival had a lot of struggling. Although it seemed no hope to live anymore, I continued seeking second chance. Yes that most of my family and friends died and dead bodies were everywhere and our home were completely damaged, However, I continued seeking second chance. Although your mother died and left me alone and it was easier for me to give up and die with her, I continued seeking second chance.
Then, I survived and lived because of you. You were my only fellow who helped me forget all that and start a new life full of happiness just with you.
Never lose hope, son! Hope is the thing that makes you own everything. Hope is the only thing that will save our lives and ensure the immortality of our species if dozens of enemies invades us. We are a fact and nothing can vanish us!
Son: Oh, my father! How can you be great to that extent ?!
A promise Dad that I will never give up and I'll always seek my targets to reach the sugar of my efforts.
I'll stay against human beings whenever they invade us. They will never destroy my dreams. 
Dad! I'm proud of our being ANTS!

Superb Proverb!

     Proverbs and wisdom are few words,  full of great meanings, expressed in a brilliant way, have a precise idea. They express life experiences of their tellers. 
     About two years ago, I made a special agenda to note down every proverb I learn.
I'd like to share them with you, dear reader, because they really worth to be known.
Here we start:
1-If people showed off their good words, show them your good silence. ~ Wise Loqman
2- Everyone is genius, But if you judge a fish on its ability to climb a tree, it will live its whole life believing that it is stupid.~ Albert Einstein 
3-The wisdom is to add life to your years instead of adding years to your life.~ Zaki Naguib Mahmoud
4- Success is going from failure to failure without loss of enthusiasm. ~ Winston Churchill
5-Don't say I'm a loser, but say it was a failed attempt. Because failure is an event not a person.
6-Usually, the flowers in other people's gardens seem more beautiful; Just because they're far
 from our hands.
7-Never make decisions while you're at the top of anger, and never make promises while you're at the top of happiness.
8-The best way to learn something is to teach it, even preparing to is enough.
9-The question is not how people see you, but the question is how you see yourself.
10- Never compare yourself with someone or else you'll humiliate yourself.
11-One tree can make a million matchsticks, and one matchstick can burn a million trees.. So, don't let only one negative matter influence millions of positives in your life.
12-The person who doesn't make mistakes in unlikely to make anything.
13- Never send a monkey to do birds job.
14-There's no failed man, but there's a man who started from the bottom and stayed in it.
15-Feed your faith and your fear will starve to death.
16-It's not what you do that you should regret, it's what you don't do.
17-If you do good things in your life, you will be remembered for these things.
18-Some people are lonely because they build walls instead of bridges.
19-Be a voice, not an echo. ~ Albert Einstein
      And here are two sentences I wrote when I was young:
20-You should never give up for the first obstacle you'll meet. Because any route is never devoid of obstacles.~ Yomna Seddiq   
21-Stupidity is to make fun of people without expecting that one day people will make fun of you.~ Yomna Seddiq 
     Finally,  if you have an apple and I have one, and we exchange them; both of us will have one apple. However, If you have an idea and i have one, and we exchange them; both of us will have two ideas. 
     I'd advise you, dear reader, to make a special book to note down the worth-knowing proverbs. And I'd be so happy if you share them with me. 

Once upon a time, I had a sister !

   It is believed that an only one young girl among her elder brothers had wished at least one time to have a sister or thought if she could had been a boy.

     When I was young, my being the only little girl in the family sometimes made me kind of feel that I was lonely. I always wished to have a sister who would understand me, who would listen to me when I complain, who would not laugh when I'm depressed, who would share the laugh with me, who would take my side whenever I argued with any of my friends.
   I still remember those days when I used to play with my neighbors at our house yards. One day, we had a kids argument together, and so every two sisters were united together against me. Me, who had no one to defend her except myself and I. 
   The argument was arose and I failed at winning it at the end. After that, I came back to home and sat alone crying, the thing that made my father notice my calmness and was surprised to see me crying. When I told him about the reason behind my tears, he told me that I was not supposed to have a sister just to have presence among people and that many others of my friends didn't have sisters as well, and he continued telling me that it is not only me who is the only girl in her family and that I should consider them my sisters..
   Although my father's words were inspiring, they temporarily satisfied me, and that psychological problem had been following me until I already had a sister. 
   'Habeeba', my sister, had been my everything, always with me whenever I needed her help. I felt safe with her, she got my back, she supplied that missing part in my heart, I loved her and she loved me.. yes she loved me, at least she'd never been against me. She was sent to me to be my companion and help me sustain the difficulties of life.
   I promised my self that Habeeba's matter will be a secret, I told no one of my class mates about her except only one girl who was kind of my close friend then. I explained for that friend how much I took care of Habeeba, and how we played together, and how she was lovely. I described her as same as a young girl who described her baby doll.
   Actually, because of my talk about her, I let my friend love her as well and be eager to know more about her, and that was enough to satisfy me specially because that friend also had two sisters. 
   Until one day, I felt that I could be self confident enough to confront life alone without Habeba, I could take my side by my own, and it was a very great decision!
   I decided after that to tell my friend something important. I really thought dozens before telling her but at last.. I had to tell her. The conversation was as following:
Me: I want to tell you something!
She: Sure, say!
Me: Habeeba...
She: Your sister! she is very lovely, how is she ?
Me: If she were there, she would be fine!
She: If? why? Where is she ?
Me: She has no presence!
She: WHAT! How?
Me: Habeeba is an illusionary sister!!!
  I still remember her opened mouth as a result of what I was saying. She was really astonished by knowing that the whole story was just A LIE! And her answer was like that:
She: But.. What about the picture you showed me for her ?
Me: It was my picture when I was young.
She: And who talked to me in the phone when I called you?
Me: It was my voice but I softened it.
 She was really surprised because she had been believing that story for two years.
   You ask me how I started it, I tell you that I had before a confronting neighbor and she had a younger sister who was always her companion, called Habeeba. I always wanted a sister like her, and one day I imagined her as my sister, and since then, I had a 'Habeeba' better than the real one double more, but only in my mind. And she was ME!
By the way, I've never played the 'Habeeba' game after that last time. Just whenever I wanted her, I pulled my heart out and WROTE !