12 November 2012

A living conscience !

Conscience is the human's subconscious and inner balance that drives him to every good thing. It is his ability to discriminate between good and evil.Also it is the feeling of regret when a human's actions are inconsistent with his values and ethics.
Here is a true, funny story that happened to me and showed me that conscience is playing a valuable role in my life.
When I was a little kid who hadn't joined school yet.My parents used to send me to my uncle's house near us, then they go to their jobs and my brothers go to school.
One day at the early morning, we all went to uncle's. I started playing everywhere with my brothers and cousins spending nice time before school.
While playing, my eyes fell on a shining little thing that impressed me and I admired a lot. I got closer and closer, then I held it. At that time my cousin saw me, he immediately told me to leave it as it was. BUT I never minded him, and secretly put it in my little pocket. Then I quickly went home to hide it in my drawer, and returned back to my uncle's. 
After my family had left, I started to play again happily because I got a lovely thing without being noticed.
As time passed, the feeling of guilt started to grow in me gradually, and dozens of questions and wondering established in my mind as a revolution. " Oh! Damn me what have I done ?!! "," Am I a thief ? ", "Will I go to hell !", " Allah won't love me anymore ". I had no solution except to CRY, and so; my uncle's family started to round me as a conference, asking, wondering, and begging me to say the reason behind my crying, wishing they could help me. But I wished only to go home. I completely refused to say the cause of my suffering.
That pain continued until my elder brother got back from school. I had a new hope that they might forgive me for committing such a crime. I ran as quickly as I could to reach my home to open my drawer to return that little thing back to my uncle. 
Once I showed it to them, they were shocked, surprised then they died laughing to find me giving them a small pack of SHAMPOO ! . My uncle told me laughing, " Is this the cause of the whole problem? Take it young girl !".
They told me to take it but I punished my self by refusing their offer.
      So, what I want to say is that: you and no one else but you is responsible for your actions. And as ALLAH said in the holy Qor'an ".ALLAH won't change people's status unless they change what they do" .

[إِنَّ اللَّهَ لا يُغَيِّرُ مَا بِقَوْمٍ حَتَّى يُغَيِّرُوا مَا بِأَنْفُسِهِمْ]

4 comments:

  1. I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE YOOOOOOOOOOOU :D

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  2. A7madd ^^ .. I love you way more, brother. <3

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  3. Shampoo? :D Just a question:D Where was your conscience lamma konty btdabbesy "ma7moooood's" fingers? :P
    Splendid masha'allah :) Keep it up, waiting for the next b2a.. INSHA'ALLAH =))

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  4. Esraa'..La sa3et-ha Dameery mkansh lessa etwalad :D ..
    Rabbena ykhalleky :* .. IN sha' ALLAH <3

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