Give yourself a chance

 I was in a trip inside my computer, moving from folder to folder to filter it from the unwanted stuff which I don't want in my computer anymore.
While checking the old stuff in my computer's " My diary" folder, I found a file called "SOOOOK" <-- (MY friend's nickname). Although I didn't want to give it any attention because of her recent complete ignoring to me the thing that made me kind of upset at her , I found myself spontaneously opening it and reading every single word in it smiling, without being bored. The file was about a conversation between her and me last year when we decided that each of us would express her feeling towards the exam results. Then, I was completely upset because my exams results weren't as I wanted it to be. On that day, we called each other and she congratulated me and I pretended to show a happy voice while I was actually crying. After that, we continued chatting on the internet and decided to write each of our expressions. Her last paragraph was as following:
"*the same for yomna brdo :D 
*Allah postpones her great success
*for another year
*I want her to know that she's amazing
*intelligent . a gr8 english writer
*having a 100% sense of humor 
*and that she deserves better than that
*and very strong to overcome any obstacle 
*with a great smile : )
cuz this smile is wanted, at least for me, zizi ( my mother) ,baba ,ahmed ,mahmoud ,karim <-- ( my brothers) ,heba & others . ". 
She knew that I was crying and tried to get me out of the mood with her soft words.
Why am I telling you that story? Because I want to tell her and everyone that real friends are those who like to see you in the best place without envy or grudge or jealous but with love and sincerity, are those who still think of you and remember you while you aren't communicating with each other anymore, are those who pray for you even when they would refuse to talk to you in any available coincidence.
What is the very valuable thing in life? It is to have friends who help you reach the highest levels of success and take your hand to heaven. So, we should not let go of them. 
I'm telling you, starting from now, give yourself a chance to listen, forget, and forgive. Pick someone of those who you are not talking to at the recent time, and try to talk to them and listen to their perspective may be they will have your same reason. Try to say 'sorry' even if it's not your fault. You say that the other person will find you weak and start using you? Of course not! You're the strongest person because when you say sorry; you have solved a lot of problems that might have happened. And even if they do so, never mind them, at least you'll be at ease and enjoy great peace of mind because you've done all what you should have done.
And I'll start myself right now!
 " Sook", my dear & old friend, If I've done something wrong towards you that led us not to talk as usual like that; So I'm Sorry!